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Name: elmira
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 5/4/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: karate, movies, music, writing, chatting, drawing, painting, day dreaming, running, eating, hanging out with friends, reading, poetry, dancing, swimming, nature, surffing, cooking someitmes, complaining, listening to people, solving problems, meeting new people, playing around and ect...
Expertise: helping out with stuff.... i dont really know
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  Luvbebek
Member Since:
9/14/2003
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| alright my new project is Mr. Joe. And god knows....he is making is difficult. i basically have to make anything or nothing to happen. I just want go off middle of no where... | | |
| My dad took my cell away...haha the funny part is he thinks i am being punished but really i dont care. so call my house if u wanna me. | | |
| alright i have a new level of drukness....it sucks ass and i feel terrible crapppp....me and my drinking problems. | | |
| I thought to share this, while i was Drunk and somewhat high I actually got so fucking motivated to do things is my life. It was so horrible (the nite...) starting when pretty much everyone wandered around. And i was like great. I am not really smoker or drinker much. so there was this guy...ahhhh ok i need to get over it but he was a jerk.ended hooking up with this other girl.yes i was jealous, god he told me his freking life story. oh well, he was a loser in the end anyhow and i cant believe i was all like so mad abt it too. of course i talked to him alone while the other girl was in the other room, i have such good maners.I have missed Erinn so much. I want him .... I need him so much. i feel pathetic. ehhh whatever i am fine usually so. Sometimes i get so involved in shcoool and other things i forget about my love life. sigh* so there is this one dude in my class...it's not act of despration but he has been walking me to my car 3 times now..but i guesss i tend to keep distance now days. wonder why. LIfe is a mess and i dont care for it. | | |
| It has been couple months now. I sort of live without intenet now these days. and i came to realize it is really not a big deal. as i am writing this i am sitting in Berkeley waiting for a call from my lover...not really i just miss erinn and i cant stop thinking about him. i was thinking the other day of actually transfering to UCLA so i could be with him but i dont know for sure it would require a great deal of work and i am not sure i would feel the same way as i do now in a year. Brekeley is okay i mean the firest day it was all interesting but the second day it became all usuall...the funny part about here is the homeless ppl who sit on the street with their well behaved dogs beging for money to get food, or some even put " help me get drunk". One night i was eating dinner at this sort of resturant place and this guy came in with descent clothing and sau" excuse me mam, i just got out of hospi ital and i need four dollars to get home... he showed me his arm which should look like holes from needles from hospital but thry really were not he was just a druggy. afterwhile you just get used to it all. i visited golden gate bri. nothing much special afer the first look. i ate alot of of food and mostly all asian thai food, korean and some italian. i also got to hang out with one of my friend from UCB sinc the place i satyed in was just few minutes away from the campus. what else......oh on saturday i went to a part with my brotehr's rommate man it was crazy most of them were so drunk but i just watched them. one guy started throwing glass bottle to the wall he was crazy and out of it. San fransisco is a really pretty place but too expensive to live. did not see many gay pple much so yeah i am just sitting here surfin the net wanna go home but still here for another fifteen hours! | | |
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